I've been disappeared for about the last ... oh, two or three months.
The Olympics happened. I went to the Women's Epee, and I have photographs, which I will publish ... at some point. Once I get a better grip on the whole RAW thing.
I missed going to the Paralympics dressage because I was unable to wake up on the day. I was angry as hell about that.
I've been cooking roasts a lot lately. And tuna bake. And also making stock, which the at-home version is soooo much better than the storebought. And cheaper, even when I buy bones.
I haven't been doing much, or really any, photography. I just ... haven't had the will for it. I'm hoping to change that, starting with photographing my plants ... well, probably not daily, in all honesty, but at least sometimes. Maybe if I get really tricksy, I'll do a stop motion. Once I figure out how. And setup. And that kind of thing.
I've been trying to figure out how to continue my wine studies. I can't really swing the 2000 GBP and 18 days twice a year - which is what I'd need to attend the required residency schools. I can't swing the 8000 GBP (and I'm not sure about the hour or so travel every day) to complete the degree here, either. The Master of Wine requires I already have the degree and industry experience, so that's right out.
.... actually, my woes there will end up being a post in themselves. I'll do that later. Suffice to say, I am frustrated and angry and depressed over the whole thing.
Said frustration has transferred itself to doing any study at all. So I haven't been doing that, either.
Fitness? I laugh at it. I was doing okay in September, but that came crashing to a halt. I need to re-establish a regular routine, but as always, logistics get in the way.
General health? Well, I haven't had a cold or gotten sick. I have had severe issues with sleeping - the anxiety over study, general existential angst, etc, has been giving me a bit of insomnia. And I was off my medication for a week because I was too exhausted and tired and sleepy to go down the road to get more.
So what have I actually been doing? Playing world of warcraft, reading a lot. Also, researching the wine thing takes a lot of time. Doing chores. There's another post in here about how I'm not doing anything coherent because I don't have anything to aim at, but again, I'll leave that set of angst for later.
What am I planning on doing? Making plants stay alive, figuring out if it is at all possible for me to continue study, getting less unfit, reducing my ongoing overheads task list. Which I need to write and braindump.
So, how have you been?
Good to hear you're still kicking mate.ReplyDelete
Do you kids have any plans to visit BNE in the coming months?
pop by and say g'day if you do.
Probably after LCA - hoping to stay about a week in or around Brissie. Nothing's sorted yet, though.Delete
You mentioned a while ago your desire to do less and achieve more.ReplyDelete
Focus on one thing today and do it. Overcome the obstacles to do that thing. Then you have that thing done.
Lots of love,
That sounds good, but ... well, there's at least two things I need to try to do every day: shower and eat. And the ongoing things that someone around here needs to get done. I'm writing a post about that now, actually.Delete
What I'm also re-instituting is tracking what I *do* get done. So I can point to it and tell myself I did something.